Anyway, the important thing is, you have to learn from your mistakes. I know we had lots of dissensions in the past. And sure, I have to admit that I wasn't the best father there is…everybody has his faults and his crosses to bear. Dear Jessika, I have so many questions…so many questions that are haunting me since…then. But right now, it's too late for redemption, too late to say I'm sorry. There's no way I can put right the terrible wrong that I've done – because of what you did and for what.
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